Tuesday, September 26, 2006
- weather in kampar -
... Rainy Dayz in Kampar ...


~ Goin 2 Rain soon ~








~ Raining ~




... After de Rain ...



~ Rainbow ~




... Sunny Dayz ...



~ Sunset ~





chuilynn says at 8:15:00 PM
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
- finally -
FINALLY~!!! therez 3 finaly in dis post...hoho...

finaly~!!!
i finished my last paper 2day~!!!
2day i juz finished my last paper which is de subject i hate de most...pre-calculus...
well...
de whole exam...
juz as usual...i'll answer u...
okla...so-so la...
hahaha...
hope tat i wun resit any of these subjectz...
coz i dunhav time 4 it...
im bz ya noe? XP

finaly~!!!
i finished my examz...itz sem break time~!!!
i can hav a good rest 4 3 weekz...
i can back 2 my piggie lifestyle...
sleep whole day...
muahahhahahahahahah... XP

finaly~!!!
i get my new laptop~!!!
whee~!!!
muahahhhahahaa...
dis my disyearz birthday present from my parentz...
hoho...

i shall sleep whole day from now on...
muahahahahhahaa... XP
chuilynn says at 10:41:00 PM
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Tuesday, September 12, 2006
- =) -
~ problem solved ~

everythingz back 2 normal...

me n him ok aready lu...

=)
chuilynn says at 12:33:00 PM
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Sunday, September 10, 2006
- *sighz* -
late at nite...alrite...i mean early in de mornin...
im stil awake...
itz 5 sumthing in de mornin n im stil awake...

sittin near de balcony wif chiaz laptop... *sore 4 torturin ur laptop chia*
lookin at de flies or stink bugz or watever it is flyin around de streetz light...
2 mamakz opposite my apartment...1 stil open n another 1 closed *though it sayz itz 24hourz...*

itz 5 sumthing...
i should b sleepin in my room...but not standin at de balcony here n doin nth...
*sighz*

i cant sleep...
seriously...i cant even close my eyez n rest...
i rarely stay awake til dis late...
usualy now i'll b in my room...on my bed...n sleep like a pig...
but 2nite...i juz cant sleep...

since i cant sleep...i studied 4 finals...
studied til 4:45am...thought wana go 2 sleep...
but when i lay down on my bed...
i juz dun feel like sleepin...i juz cant sleep...
now i noe watz de feelinz 4 those ppl hu cant sleep at nite...
itz sufferin...

2 me now...im suffer not bcoz of i cant sleep...
im suffer bcoz therez thingzzz in my mind tat i cant stop thinkin bout it...
2 many thingz botherin me...

itz not bcoz of de finals... *mayb a little bit...*
itz bcoz of de thingz happened in my life...
i hate it...
i hate it so much...

2nd of sept...is my 18th birthday...
dis year birthday is much more quiet than last year...
last year on my birthday...im in ipoh...
celebrated my birthday in a restaurant named friday...
celebrated wif my familyzzz includin unclez n auntiez wif a secret recipez cake...

dis year...well...
therez no birthday cake...
though my brother said he wana buy me a secret recipez cake...
but in de end i said i dunwan...

though i noe i'll get a laptop 4 my birthday...
but itz stil in a no-stock status...feelin frustrated...

dis year...i dunhav any celebration...
juz went out 2 hav dinner wif my parentz n brother...
afternoon went 2 jj 2 so-cal-celebrate wif frenz... *i appreciate it...thanks guyz*
juz as sengfoo sayz...itz a boring birthday...
yea i admit...it is...

i didnt mention much bout dis yearz birthday...
coz...2 me...
itz not a hapy birthday 2 me afterall...

i juz duno y...
i felt like sumthingz missin...
i noe wat it is...mayb...

i hate de relationship thingy which makez me feel fan...
after im here in kampar...
i juz dun understand y thingz keep on botherin me...
i juz wana study peacefuly here...
tatz all...

im not hapy...im not hapy at all...
i think itz bcoz of sumthing happened juz now...
i went out 2 lepak wif he n we dun realy chat...
*yea yea...he...dun ask anythingz bout it...ppl hu duno...dun ask...ppl hu noe...dun tel k?*

well...we did chat...but...de feelinz juz not rite...
i noe...mayb...it had cum 2 an end...
mayb de relationship cant continue aready...
i duno...i dun even noe wat hez thinkin...
i cried...a little bit... *de tears juz cum out by itsef n i duno y...*
mayb...i dun wish dis relationship end tat fast...
but if in his heart therez stil a she...wat can i do?
wat i can do juz oni let go...
n stay away from dis relationship thingy...
concentrate on my studies n continue my life...

i duno hu i can share dis wif...
so i write it out n post it...
at least...well...at least i felt a little bit better...
itz goin 2 b 6...
n im stil awake n not feelin sleepy at all...
i shall go n study again...
chuilynn says at 6:04:00 AM
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Saturday, September 02, 2006
- HappyBirthday to Mysef~ -
HappyBirthday 2 mysef~

whee~

im officially 18 years old now...hehe

=)
chuilynn says at 11:25:00 PM
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